Friday, August 20, 2010

Fashion


Yeah, it's undeniable that I love fashions, especially on the hip-hop side. It's just very nice and unique. complete with all the accesories, shoe, wears and everything, I would like to make it hip-hop kinda looks. 
I have always been thinking that one day I'll open a big design industry just to create a new taste of fashions. 

I know it's not easily to be achieved but I believe when I say can, means I'll make it to reality, and I won't give up easily. 

I always knew in mind that fashions are very unique and catchy, i ve been interested in fashions since at a very young age. I always wanted to be outstanding, I always have the best hair and everybody flatters my hair, I also know i have different wears from others because I dont buy the same cloth as they. they all followed the latest trend  but I always put on something better on advanced than them and that makes me outstanding.

I believe that we look outstanding if you dare to make a bald choice, a brave one. Let others look at you like you are somekind from outer space because they never saw the sense that ur wearing. But theyre wrong. You are making trend setting if you make a bald move, and everybody will follow ur style as if ur the fashion icon. 

therefore Im telling, make good choices, dont afraid to be wrong, because you know when you believed, you'll make it and others will love it, so peace out there ^^V


-Steffwanee-

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Exchange my love for life…


Chapter 4 – I finally confess it

*Jae Joong’s POV*

Aish. So boring staying at home all alone. Maybe I should call him…

~ at the café                                       JUNSU



Junsu!” I waved at him as he entered the café.

He just smiled to me and went to my spot. “Hyung! How are you?” he asked as he sat.

Cool. Yah, how’s you and Sunny?” I teased him and smirked.

Yah! Hyuuuung~” he pouted, “Why are you doing this to me?”

Yah, I thought you said that you are going to tell her your feeling.” I said slitting my eyes.

Hmmm, whenever I called or talk to her, she will never give me chance to say something.” He pouted and looking so upset.

*Jae Joong’s POV ends*

*Sunny’s POV*                           
 SUNNY


 

Hyo Yeon ah!” I called her as for now we are in the shopping mall.

Neh?” she smiled so excitedly because for all the costs I’ll pay.

Yah, Junsu oppa called me, I have to get hurry.” I said with a pout.

Yah, why don’t you just tell him your feelings already?” she asked she looked into the clothe line.

Aish.” I geed, I didn’t want to tell him because of you, and I thought you say that love is some kind of dangerous poison. I don’t know what the reason is, but I do considering bout it now. What if he won’t accept me? Or what will happen to us if I say this to him?

~ at Sunny’s place

Hyo Yeon ah, where are you going?” I asked her looking at her dressing so nicely.
                                                                                                                           HYOYEON
Somewhere.” She said as she muzzled her lips on the mirror trying to act cute.

Aish, meeting boyfriend, ayeei.” I teased her as I closed her room door and went to my room.

In my room, I tried to search for a nice outfit as Junsu wanted to meet me. Then suddenly my cell rang,

Junsu: Sunny ah?
Me: Junsu oppa? *startle*
Junsu: Im outside
Me: Bwoh? *Bell ringing* Chakaman!

Then I ran out and opened the door, “Junsu?” I said as I turned off the cell phone.

Sunny!” he said and hugged me. I was embarrassed with my clothing, I was wearing a really, really short pants and a very tight top like a singlet. Then he broke the hug and looked at the way I dressed, “I thought you got dress and…” he said as he shook his head with wide eyes.

Ani, I was about to change when you called.” I said with a very low tone.

Oh, kwanchena, I’ll just talk with you here.” He said as he stepped in the apartment. “Hyo Yeon odiya?” he asked as he looking around.

She’s in her room, dressing up to meet up someone.” I said as we both sat on the sofa.

Oh. Let me greet her first.” He said.

I just nodded.

-A few minutes later

Hyo Yeon went out of her room and was shock to see Junsu and greeted him. She sat for a moment and talked.
---

I’ll leave first.” Hyo Yeon said as she left us.

Now only left with Junsu and I, I felt so awkward now. “So, what were you supposed to say?”

Oh that. I was wondering…” He stopped and was looking very puzzled.

####
Oppa!” I called him and went closer to him. He looked so shock and red, I don’t know why but I kissed him on the lip.

After a few minutes I pulled away and confessed, “I think I like you.” I said blushingly.

He blushed the same as me, but he looked away. “Junsu, I’m sorry if I will cause some stupid trouble but I really have to admit it, I do love you.” I confessed.
####

SUNNY? Hello? Are you there?” Junsu oppa waved his fingers in front of my face and I snapped out of my day-dream, “Omona!” I gasped as I covered my mouth, “Junsu sshi?” I called him with shock.

I can’t believe that I actually dreamt about I confessed my feelings. Man, that was close.

What are you day dreaming about? Did you not hear my saying just now?” he asked as he looked at me sarcastically.

Oh, heehe, ani…” I scratched my back head and lied, “I…I…I was thinking about Hyo Yeon.”

Uh huh?”he gave me the sarcastic look.

True.” I said as I nodded strongly.

Fine.” He sighed as he curved his mouth.

What were you saying earlier?” I asked him again as I laughed like silly.

Nevermind. Let’s talk about other things.” He said and took the peanuts.

Man….

*Sunny’s POV ends*

This is ME! HELLO!


Live my life, enjoy every little moment :) 




                         This is my family ->
















 Me and my CAT love love ^3^


Isn't sooooooooooo cute????? x) the cat is real cute >3<





AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST :) G-DRAGON <3
 
 

Exchange my love for life…


Chapter 3 – We are…

*Tiffany’s POV*
                                                                         TIFFANY
Onnie…” I sighed heavily.

Neh?” Yuri fed as she raised her brows.

It’s really…ohhh…” I sighed heavily and tears starting to flow down from my eyes, “It’s… it’s over…” I cried by her shoulder.

I heard she gasped and hugged me, “Tiff, be brave. Tell me what happens…” she said as she broke the hug and rubbed away my tears.

I just… i… I am so dumb!” I shouted and blame myself for what had happened.

Tiffany…” she sighed sadly.

Onnie… I really really am dumb! Why would I ever wanna let him go?” I asked her as more tears coming out.

Tiffany. Did you or did he?” she asked again.

Me.” I said and crying again for god sake.                                 YURI
Tiffany…”

*Tiffany’s POV ends*

*Yuri’s POV*

At home I am now, after hearing what happened between Yunho and Tiffany. I really suck it up. I feel sad. Knowing that they broke up actually made me even sadder than when they were together. At least when they are together, my bestfriend and the guy that i… are happy. But now, they are over, they will be sad and sorrow. I should go to Yunho’s place tomorrow.

Yuri! It’s time to eat!” my omma called. 

Deh!” I shouted.

*Yuri’s POV ends*                                           JAEJOONG,TIFFANY&YUNHO
JAEJOONG&YUNHO
Yunho and Jae Joong are best friends like more than ever. Yunho now is strangling with his love life. Tiffany left him because of Jae Joong. But Jae Joong didn’t know that they broke up because of him and didn’t even know that they had break up. That’s the side of Yunho. And about Jae Joong, he is currently single and doesn’t wanna have any affair. Yoona and Su Yong used to be best friends but they aren’t that close now because of Jae Joong, too, and Jae Joong doesn’t know about that too, he doesn’t even know that they were used to be best friends. And Su Yong has actually fallen for Jae Joong, her boy best friend. But never has the courage to express it. And for the case of Yoona, she also secretly likes Jae Joong at the same time she also fell for another guy, whom is also the best friend of Jae Joong and Yunho, namely Junsu. And another story as for Tiffany and Yuri. Tiffany and Yuri are best friends since lower grade. Tiffany had involved with Yunho since their last year of school. And at the same time Yuri also fall for Yunho, in hidden. And she became best friend with Yunho. (For now, that’s the summary for the fic. More to come in the next chapters)

-The next day

*Yuri’s POV*

Yuri: Yah!
Yunho: Mmm?
Yuri: Are you home?
Yunho: Of course. why?
Yuri: I’m coming
Yunho: *sigh* As you wish…
Yuri: Shut up!

*Hung up*

~ At Yunho’s place
YUNHO
Yunho!” I called as I sat on the coach.

Yeah?” he replied dully from the kitchen as he making the drink.

Don’t need the drink. I am just going to tell the urgent part.” I said as I looked around the room.

What kind of best friend I am, not to serve his friends?” he asked shouting from the kitchen.

I sighed and entered the kitchen, looking at him and he stunned looking at me stood still. “Why did you come in the kitchen?” asking me.

Yunho.” I said his name as I came closer to him. “Deh?”

What had actually happened?” I asked as our gazes met. Oh, Yunho, if I were tiffany, for sure I’ll never have the thoughts to leave you…

What had actually happened what?” he asked me back pretending not to get what I am talking about.

Tiffa-”

STOP!” he said aloud before I could finish my word, “Don’t talk about that girl. You are my best friend, and I am sure that you will never hurt me. Because I believe in one theory saying that Love will leave but friendship will stay…” he continued.

Yunho…” I gasped in startle; I don’t wanna hurt you and also Tiffany. You guys are my bestfriend. “Yunho, maybe your theory is right.” I said under my breath. Love does hurt me but not friendship. ‘he’ hurt me a lot of times, but its just he didn’t know about it.

You see.” Yunho said as he looked down sadly.

Yunho, but please do understand that Tiffany is also my best friend.” I said trying to persuade him.

It’s all her fault to think about it. Why did she say that she thinks that Jae Joong is her destiny? What did Jae Joong said or did to her that made her say those words to me? Try you think if your lover said that your bestfriend is his destiny, how would you feel?” he asked me.

And, in this piece of heart thought that, this is actually happening to me now. the guy that I love saying that my best friend is his destiny. He wants me to understand, but does he even understand me?

Yunho… stop. I’m leaving.” Giving him reason so that he won’t see my sad looks and I immediately left that place and went to a better place.

We are nothing, it’s just a one-sided love. We are best friend and nothing beyond, Yunho… you made me a pathetic loser in love matters. I do really love you but how come you cannot see or feel it?
*Yuri’s POV ends*


Exchange my love for life…

Chapter 2 – My Bestfriend

- - - - -

*A person POV*

“KIM! JAE! JOONG!” I shouted his name. “Are you still sleeping?” I knocked his apartment door.

Then I heard footsteps coming to the door. Yes he’s awake, I thought. I was doing some stupid pose. But I looked so stupid when the person who opened the door wasn’t Jae Joong oppa. I unposed and I gasped due to shock. My mouth formed an O shape.                                                   
                                                                                                                     SUYONG
“Su Young?” that girl said my name in shock too.


“Yoona sshi?” I gasped her name and swallowed my saliva hard.

“A- a- anniyounghaseyo.” She stuttered and bowed a bit.


“Anniyong.” I bowed and asked, “What are you doing here?” as I looked at her from head to toe. She was wearing a bathrobe with shorts and singlet in.                          

This heart was thumping worrily about what could have happen…

“I… i… I was…” she stuttered and looked so guilty and looked down.

“Who is it?” I heard a husky voice shouting from inside. Yoona turned her head to the back and shouted, “Oh, just Su Young.”

Then I heard the footsteps ran quickly to Yoona.

Jae Joong pushed Yoona to the side and held both of my arms. “Su Yong!” he called me happily.

I faked my smile, “Oh Jae!” I shouted as if I am happy.

“Come in.” he said as he dragged me in. in my heart I feel so upset, disappointed and blue.

“Su Yong.” Yoona called me again when I entered the apartment.

But I didn’t look at her because at the same time Jae Joong also was talking to me, “Su Yong! You see, last night Yoona and I went to this one gift store and guess what?” he asked me delightedly.

“What?” I pretend to act like I was into it.

“A ‘Me & U’ teddy bear!” he said as we both sat on the sofa so as Yoona.

“Chung marl?” for a moment my heart felt a bit entertained when he stated ‘Me & U’.

“Deh. Chakaman.” He said as he got up, “I have one tiny surprise gift for you.” he said as he walked off.

Left with the awkwardness, Yoona and I sat on the sofa.

“You slept here?” I asked her.

“Oh? Oh, deh.” She smiled.

I looked down and thought, they must have done it.

“Su Yong!” Yoona called me. I looked up and smiled, “Deh?”

“It’s not like what you think. We are just bestfriend. You know that.” she said smiling.

I silently sighed and smiled, “Whatever happens, it’s none of my business. If I were to know what happened, I would. But, I don’t want to interrupt your privacy.” I said as I smiled.

Remembering what happened last time,

#Flashback#          YOONA

“Yoona!” I called her name.

“Deh?” she replied.

“you received a text message.” I called. At the time, she and me lived in the same hostel. We were so close back then. But something happened between us.

“Deh.” She shouted in the toilet.

I wanted to check her text. She keeps on receiving text message this lately, could be that she have a lover. So I checked it and it came to my surprise when I saw the name of the sender.

“Jae Joong?” I gasped at that time Yoona went out from the toilet. But I didn’t actually read the text; I just checked who the person was.

“YAH!” she shouted and grabbed the mobile off my grip and shouted at my face, “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?”

“Jae Joong?” I asked her with a form of reaction at my face.

She looked at me in annoying way, “What a stalker…” she said as she rolled her eyes to me.

“Yah, you know what he is to me right? Why the hell are doing this with him?” I asked with tears began to form in my eyes.

“It’s not like he knows what you have for him.” She said pouting with an angry face.

“I cannot believe after you ve done this to me, you act innocent.” I said with tears started to fall down and ran out of the hostel.

#End of flashback#

Since then, she and I weren’t bestfriend anymore. I moved out but it was unexpected that she still keeps in touch with Jae Joong.

“Yah, Su Yong!” Jae Joong called me. “Bwoh?” I said in startle. “Are you day-dreaming?” he asked as he poked me.

I looked in the corner of my eyes and said, “Aniyo. Now, where’s the tiny gift?” I asked as I tried to look at what he’s holding.

“Oh haha. You are actually looking forward for the ‘tiny’ gift, huh?” he asked sarcastically.

“Yah! KIM! JAE! JOONG!” I yelled his name cutely and made the kinda angry looks.



“Don’t get cute.” He said pinching my nose tip. “Ouch”! I winced as I pushed away the fingers and slowly brushed my nose.

“Oppa…” Yoona called his name softly and sighed, “I’ll get going.” She said smiling.

“Oh sure.” Jae Joong smiled and continued to bully me. “Su Yong! Here it is!” he said as the small teddy key-chain popped out of his grip and I shouted happily, “OMONA!” I totally like shouting don’t mind what happened and happens that time, but then I realized that Yoona went out of the dorm sadly.

~ Lunch time

“Jae Jae, it’s so yummy.” I said as I took a second round of the meal.

“I can be your husband and help you do the chores.” He smiled more like a smirk, actually.

I stopped for a moment and gave him like the serious look and squirted my eyes, “huh?”

“Duh… I’m just joking.” He said pouting.

“hahaha.” I laughed sarcastically as I ate the food.

But, for a moment when he said that he could be my husband and stuff, I almost believed it. Oh, if only it’s real…

“so…” I began to talk again.

“What?” he asked with his widen eyes.

“So, did that Yoona slept here last night?” I asked and it is recognizable from the tone of mine that I wasn’t really happy about it.

“Deh.” Jae Joong nodded smilingly.

“Oh.” I said again and faked my smile.

“Why?” he asked curiously.

“Ani…” I shook my head and thought, I don’t know whether they are dating or not, what kind of bestfriend I am? I don’t even know about my own bestfriend life story…I sighed heavily.

“What’s the matter?” he asked me.

“Aniyo.” I shook my head.

---

“Thank you for the dinner treat.” I said bidding farewell to Jae Joong.

“Sure welcome baby.” He said as he wrapped his hand around my back.

“What the fuck are you doing?” I said as I trying to push his arms away by shrugging my body.

“I know you like it…” he smirked.

For a moment my heart beat went fast like non-stop. Did he actually know…

“YAH!” I shouted and hit his arms.

“Ouch!” he jumped surprisingly.

I smirked and said, “In your dreams!”

Before I leave him, I like totally stuck out my tongue to him and ran away.

“yah! yah! yah!” I heard he shouted but I ignored him, hahaha…

He is my bestfriend… and yet he is also the first and the last guy for sure that I fell for.

*Su Yong’s POV ends*

                                                                                        

Friday, August 13, 2010

Exchange my love for life…


Chapter 1 – You are the apple in my eyes

Sorry.” A soft humble voice said to the pathetic guy in a garden park sitting on a bench, “I’m really, really sorry, Yunho oppa.” Again she apologized for her act.

The guy named Yunho sighed sadly, “Is it because of him?” he asked not looking her in the eyes, not to hurt his feelings deeper.

Oppa, jong mal mianhe…” she said as tears rolled down from the precious eyes. She got up and walked away leaving her boyfriend alone.

- - - -

*Yunho’s POV*

She was the apple in my eyes. I can’t believe I won’t be living with her anymore for the rest of my life now.

I sighed and looked at her. But she was far there already, and leaving me for real now. I still remember,

#Flashback#

Oppa!” she called my name spoiltly.

I ignored her for her unforgivable attitude, she called me, asked for my apologized, kneeled and everything that a lover would do to the other party in order to get back his or her trust. But all for that, I still ignored her. Despise of doing all the job, she walked off saying, “I’m leaving, for real.” That words… those words… I couldn’t take it no more, so I shouted her name, “Tiffany!”

She stopped walking but not turning to face me, just stood there. I came to her and hugged her from the back, “Why did you do that?” asking her.

She slowly turned to me crying, with my arms still wrapped around her waist. “Mianhe.” the first thing she said.

No it’s okay. What past is past. Now, don’t you ever say the word that you are leaving me, araso?” I asked her as I wiped out her tears.

She nodded with her wet eyes and smiling.

Promise me?” I asked her. “Neh oppa…” she smiled and hugged me tighter.

#End of flashback#

but where is all the promise that she made? Tiffany… I’m so sorry that I didn’t call you back as I did last time; I’m just fed up with you. Even I love you but I’m getting tired of you… and if he is to take over my place, I don’t care anymore. I don’t want to be your steel and metal anymore. I just feel so tired of protecting you, but what actually made me feel so bored of you? It’s you and your stupid attitude.

But now letting you go, actually made me feel regret. But what can I do? If I were to go back with you, you will just remain the same…
So I’m giving you to him hideously… no matter what, even I am so tired of you, but the love to you still won’t change, it always and will be with me for all my life… I love you but I can’t be yours anymore… you are still the apple in my eyes…

*Yunho’s POV ends*